I can’t sleep most nights.
I have no job.
I’m failing econ.
I can’t cry anywhere without having somebody see me.
My sleepless nights have been forcing me to agonize over my past actions. What I’ve done, what I shouldn’t have done, and what I should have done.
It’s so goddamn frustrating. It’s all done. Why is it still floating around me like a ghost?
I need to get away from here. This place is sucking the life out of me.
There is no life here.