As I contemplate this day in the midst of procrastinating on my geography homework, I couldn’t help but remember that I haven’t been motivated to do anything remotely productive this past week. I only went to my logic class twice this week, and my closet is a MESS. I can’t even distinguish the separation between my clean clothes and my dirty clothes anymore.
Even as I type, I’m lying in bed with the laptop tilted toward me so I don’t have to go as far as extending my arms to reach the keyboard.
What do I have to do to motivate myself to do my homework? I feel perpetually exhausted and empty.
I feel like this post is taking a heavy turn, which is exactly what I don’t want to happen since heaviness was the main reason I gave up on my last blog. *Slap*
I’m turning 19 in a week, and I feel like I’ve fallen apart. I wish for once I was put together for my birthday. But I guess that isn’t me.
What was the purpose of me starting this post today?
I wanted to keep up on my blogging, and I wanted to reflect.
What a murky mirror I’ve found.
